Always in my heart

I am amazed at how many times I think of you in a day. It happens first thing in the morning, and the last thing before bed. The other morning it was because of the ZBB song that I heard on the way to work. Today it was because of the Hala Kahiki pineapple beer that we had at the beer fest and because of the hair of yours that I found tangled in the string of your PSU hoodie. It's funny because I never in a million years thought that I would ever get to the point where my first instinct when I though of you would be to laugh and smile instead of cry, but I am so glad that's that where we are. I so desperately need to be able to smile and laugh when you cross my mind, as you constantly do, instead of crying and being sad. Your nephew misses you terribly and thinks of you all the time. We were at Giant the other day and he noticed the large Peeps display. He wondered what they were and I told him I was one of your favorite candies. He wanted to buy some for you, and I told him how hard it would be to get them to you in heaven. He suggested we throw them up to your star house in the sky, so come Easter, expect some Peeps to come your way! You'll have to let them get super stale, just as you would if you were still here.